#probably won't be on tonight...WORK
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Is pulse good? Not really, especially considering that it came out in the middle of s1 of the pitt, which gave me a way too high a standard for medical dramas
Am I considering pulling on all nighter to binge it? ... Yeah
#I mean you can't not compare it to the pitt#the pitt#.text#pulse#pulse netflix#probably won't finish it tonight though I have work tomorrow morning and I need my sleep hours
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Weeks Ago
Me: Shifts at the theatre have gone up for the week before, the week after, and the week of your knee surgery, including the day. Is that going to be a problem?
Mom: No. Go ahead and sign up for them; I'll arrange ways for you to get to and from work
Me: Alright
Monday Morning
Me: How am I getting to work tomorrow?
Dad: You work tomorrow?
Me: Yep. I told Mom and she said she'd figure stuff out
Dad: It'd be easier if you called out. Is it too late?
Me: It's a little short notice, but it should be fine (it was)
Today
Me: How am I getting to work today?
Dad: You work today?
Me: Yep. The rest of this week and all of next, barring Sunday and Monday
Dad: That would've been nice to know before. Where?
Me: The theatre
Dad: What time?
Me: Today and tomorrow, 5 to ~9. Friday, 5:30-9:30
Dad: I don't know how we're gonna get you home; I don't think I can leave your mom alone for that long. What time does the train leave?
Me: 4:00
Dad: Call your sister and see if she'll bring you home. We'll leave here at 3:30 to catch your train
Me: She won't. She doesn't drive at night
Twin: I'll bring you home tonight as long as I leave now so I can get some sleep in before work tonight
Me: You sure? I can ask a friend
Twin: Yeah, I'm sure
#i still don't know how I'll get to the train or home from work during the rest of this show#it'd be easier if Dad would let me ride the train at night but that's not a fight I'll win#big sis can't see at night so she's a no go#her husband and i bond over hypothetical situations that'll traumatize big sis#but I'm not going to sit in a car with him for 30-45 minutes without a buffer#twin works night shifts starting at 5#(tonight starting at 11:30)#and her roommate probably won't want to come get me#idk man#i don't know what i'm doing#I'm a bit stressed#i'm complaining#oh look#Sox is here to calm me down
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My deepest apologies to Tommy K, he has his flaws but he does NOT deserve to be the kind of villain I'm writing him as. Unfortunately the story where his nice guy charisma is just a facade is too compelling for me to let it go.
#working title: fast car#(probably I'll actually call it some other line from the song)#('city lights lay out before us' or 'maybe we'll make something')#('any place is better'. 'won't have to drive too far'. 'thought maybe together you and me'd find it'.)#(or if i want to be really unsubtle: 'leave tonight or live and die this way')#(something about hope and slowly losing it)#(the song is not one to one analogous with the story but. it's not NOT analogous.)#(girl the themes and motifs.)
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wish i could give you a hug about your migraines and medication struggles. you deserve to be cared about accommodated
thank you <3 to be clear so far i haven't encountered anyone who's been uncaring or unaccommodating about it. i'm mostly just frustrated at...not necessarily myself, i guess, but at the mere fact of experiencing new existential challenges in my daily life. it's hard and scary to admit that i'm struggling, it's hard to ask for help, and it's hard to do so with the knowledge that most people have very little real way to help other than going "that's rough, buddy"
#sasha answers#anon#'existential challenges' ie namely coming to realize that my migraines are a bigger problem for me than i thought#and that my most recent medication adjustment in the effort of preventing migraines is causing different (arguably more pressing) problems#by making me. just. so tired. like not the usual 'in grad school and working 2 jobs and playing oboe' tired that i'm used to#but 'slept in til almost noon; got groceries; and felt like i needed to take a nap immediately after' tired.#'weeks behind on assigned readings' tired. 'turned in an assignment days late' tired#and beyond just being drowsy and physically exhausted i'm not thinking as quick as i usual am.#i don't think i've understood what brain fog really felt like til now but i really feel like i'm just. out of focus now#like realizing you need to wear glasses suddenly. although i've been wearing literal glasses for a decade and a half by now lol#anyway. i appreciate your care#this is all quite new to me. and i suspect a product of my most recent medication adjustment#since my symptoms line up with the common side effects and reported anecdotal experiences of other users of this particular med#i messaged my doctor about it for advice. so hopefully i can do something about it soon#and re: 'most people can't help' i mean to say that i live alone and have to like cook and clean and take care of myself alone#and the world outside of my brain is also experiencing some crazy bull shit that's just added stressors for myself and everyone else#from my university going through. some stuff. and the country. Also Going Through Some Stuff Right Now#it's a lot. and even if a professor says 'this assignment doesn't have a hard deadline' or a coworker offers to cover a couple hours for me#well it's appreciated surely but there's a lot more going on that they can't control y'know#anyway. tmi again#i'm going to heat up some more food for myself and try to get to bed early#i probably won't get to the assignments i wanted to work on tonight. but so it goes
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((Hm. I started breaking out into hives everywhere again. I was fine for a couple of months... and boom it returns. Why? //stressed hamster noises))
#muneo talks#neo on mobile#neo at work#((pray that the allergy medication kicks in))#((pray that the side effects won't kill me))#((I already know two other allergy meds are not a good fit for me))#((running out of meds that won't give me bad side effects))#((If you don't see me later tonight... I probably passed out))
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ngl i have been thinking for the past like month that i kinda wanna add another catgirl (kirara from genshin) but also re-add my little cat alien bastard kyubey
#i like the idea of writing them. but would i actually write them? hmmmm...#anyway hey i'm. still working on the carrd. it's taking forever lmaooo...#got like. four bios done. but none of the graphics. so idek if i'll be able to finish tonight#might take a break for some games ngl.......#.......i went to type out 'but yeah' and instinctively wrote 'byan'. i.......#that about sums up the state of my brain rn lmao#but YEAH consider enabling me or telling me it'd be silly to add more muses that probably won't get used lmfaskjfsd#♡ ⁄ 𝙾𝙾𝙲
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junky pride chp.2 is coming! i'm using all my spare time to write it. currently on 6k words and it's looking like there will be smut after all so...there's something to look forward to.
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There's been interesting developments at work and i need to do a lot of work for university so i think tonight is the Perfect time to finish beyond evil
#i can't even begin to explain how ridiculous the work stuff is on here because it won't fit in the tags and I'm definitely not making a#whole post about it but let's just say it's crazy how detached that boss is from reality and realistic expectations#also none of this was actually communicated to me by the boss but i got to know about it from my colleagues who were like#'uh it seems like he [boss] wants you to take [BIG journal]' which is enraging actually since this would not be part of my#job description as I'd be a trainee and not an editor#but I'd have to work as an editor for the pay of a trainee (which btw is ridiculously low))#ANYWAY#i also have to write my papers finish my assignments write my internship report find a master's thesis topic and find a supervisor#within the next 2 months#but tonight#tonight is beyond evil night#(probably not gonna finish it. but I'll watch the rain scene and maybe even finish ep. 15 so you can imagine#what will happen tomorrow hehehehehehe#prepare for a flood of BE content as I'll be losing my mind once again just like i did the first 11 times)#and it's probably a good way to distract me from my coworker's absence ㅠㅠ i need to cope Somehow so#why not like this#watching BE is a good and appropriate way of handling any difficult situation (:#void screams#beyond evil#tbd probably#I'm overwhelmed and therefore chatty#not even sorry
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Been answering work emails on and off since Monday morning, I officially go back into the office FT tomorrow morning, I miss Chicago, I want to k**l m****f...
#personal#I'm also working the next couple Saturdays in a row (from home though) to make up for time missed...#At least in Chicago I'd enjoy my commune... I'll take the overcrowded L ride to DT any day over this shit.#Also no idea how I'm going to get back into the habit of waking up before the sun is up for work.#I probably won't sleep tonight in fact. Being off for 8 weeks has already destroyed my sleep schedule.
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FINALLY FINALLY started writing a weekly roll fic after SWEARING I'll do it soon. YAYYY. I'm having so much fun. I love my guys ever!!!! them!!! my favorites ever. I love these guys.
#from the pouch#YAYYY#I probably won't finish it tonight because I have work tomorrow </3 pensive emoji#but alas. I will have my fun until I force myself to do stuff#YAYYY I LOVE THEM SM!!! YAUY#I'm exploding Becket's arm loss btw. vecause I think about it all the time and have sooo many thoughts about it
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starter call <3 please like for a starter, don't know what length, we're winging it
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No I totally didn't forget to post my own chapters yesterday, wtf you talking about?
#i did#i forgot#I'll do it tonight when i get off work#i swear I won't forget this time#probably#mira maunders
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IN THE HEIGHTS countdown: 1 DAY!
song for today:
abuela, i’m sorry but i ain’t goin’ back because i’m telling your story and i can say goodbye to you smilin’, i found my island i been on it this whole time i’m home!
#song for today: finale#GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT#we fucking did it y'all!!!#i am leaving tonight!#usnavi is staying in washington heights and i am going to koszalin to see the play#SCREAMING CRYING ETC ETC#i just need to survive this one last day at work and then i'll be on my way#the play is tomorrow but it's literally the other side of poland so i have to get there somehow lol#which probably means i'll be here with all of you all night tonight#unless i'll try to get some sleep on a train#we will see#IT'S FUCKING HAPPENING!!!#i'm the happiest person ever now#btw you can also expect the whole fucking essay after#as i promised#[it won't be long now]#Spotify
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my sister changed her profile pic from some pro-cop bs to trump 2024
she's got FAS and is very much a parrot (she copies what she hears around her. i.e being shit to my mom bc my dad is. he's been the biggest influence the last year as they were kinda stuck in the same room together) unintentionally so i know it's most likely that spending time around my dad when he watches the news is the culprit-
but that doesn't make me feel less angry and lowkey betrayed by it
and i can't say anything about it
#i am one of two (2) democrats in my immediate family#it was three (3) but my uncle passed a few years ago#i'm not sure where my little brother stands now but i do know he has voted republican before#bc he cried to my mom that everyone on his floor at college was hating on him and being mean and stuff#which is understandable of them. my literal brother in christ you are a black man#but i know my family can be an influence on him at times so idk if he was just voting how he was told to or what and he might have a#different / better stance now. but my other brothers (eldest aside) and my sister are just Like That#my parents too. my mom isn't stuck by political party - she's voted dem in the past - but idk where the fuck she stands currently#that's gonna be the biggest and most painful betrayal if she goes rep this year. i cant even pretend it won't be#why am i awake at 5:45 AM thinking about this?? s top#i had to cancel my doctors app. for this morning bc i can already tell it's probably gonna be a Day for my brain and i need to save my#mental effort for getting to and through work tonight#and i don't feel great#as if i needed more problems#maison speaks
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If I can get at least 1 episode of GX in today for the rewatch live blog I'll be happy 😭
#I could've got through a couple yesterday but with certain events that rocked the community yesterday I just really didn't feel up to it#I just felt too sad#I probably won't have much time tomorrow either so if I don't get any episodes in tonight I'll resume the rewatch on sunday!#next week is gonna be awful too with work uuuuuuuugh really putting a damper on getting through this rewatch 😭#abby rewatches yugioh gx#yugioh gx#ygo gx
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The irony of having no time to buy needles so I can take my T shot because the queer genders course is keeping me SO busy...
#i'm fucking dying rn i am SO busy#and i still haven't done my taxes yet! :))) i love being a student!!! i love it !!!!!!!!!!!!#i also forgot i had a work shift today so i didn't show up! but it's all good. still wtf how did i forget#and i have a lot of work that i have to finish tonight and i'm working all morning tomorrow. probably won't sleep until 2.#FUUUUUCKFUCJKFUKFUCKFUFKCUFCKFUCK#I WANT TO GET MY NEEDLES DAMN IT I RAN OUT AND MY SHOT IS TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!#biting the absolute shit out of my cuticles rn
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